Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Could Money Equal Death?

I recently read an article about a man who lives without money. His name is Daniel Suelo and he lives in Utah in a cave for one, without the use of money. He rummages through the waste we produce and finds treasures to live upon. He speaks of money as something lacking,

"Money represents lack. Money represents things in the past (debt) and things in the future (credit), but money never represents what is present."

Which after reading the article, I could relate. We spend so much of our time worrying about having enough. About making sure we can provide for ourselves, to have the latest fashions, to own the hottest purses, to make sure we get to visit the best places and travel the world. What we don't think of when we are milling the clearance racks and worrying about our increasing debt is, why do have it? How did we develop as people over time to become so money hungry and be so dependent on the simple things that people didn't have centuries ago.

Suelo spent his time going to college, working in the peace corp and volunteering at a women's shelter, he even lived in India for a period of time without money. But through his experience, he noticed the way people work. He worked in an impoverished Ecuadoran village and over the decade he viewed how money changed them. He quotes:

" The tribe had been getting richer for a decade, and during the two years he was there he watched as the villagers began to adopt the economics of modernity. They sold the food from their fields—quinoa, potatoes, corn, lentils—for cash, which they used to purchase things they didn't need, as Suelo describes it. They bought soda and white flour and refined sugar and noodles and big bags of MSG to flavor the starchy meals. They bought TVs. The more they spent, says Suelo, the more their health declined. He could measure the deterioration on his charts. "It looked," he says, "like money was impoverishing them."

Is that how America came to be with their obesity issue?

America was a nation of nothing in the beginning. A nation built by people who suffered, who had nothing and were punished for their beliefs. They traveled across an ocean to find a new start. Fought their mother country to be free.

America was a free standing nation of Native Americas who had their own process of working within their own tribes, working together to make the best of their lives. They lived happily, and healthily, before settlers arrived on the soils of America. With the Europeans came disease, war, modern living. Technology and currency. What may end up being the death of this nation.

We celebrate Thanksgiving in the grandest of ways. We buy the most expensive turkey, spend all this money and time cooking these grande meals with their many courses, desserts and decorations and dressing up for the occasion. What we don't remember when we give thanks, is how is started and what the real meaning was behind it. Many give thanks for their families, for the prosperity, health and life. What nobody remembers is what brought thanksgiving to the table. A group of settlers who couldn't grow crops, who were slowly dying the cold they didn't see coming and a group of Natives who had spent centuries living in the weather, and saw a suffering group of people. They could ask of no compensation when they offered their food. They could ask of nothing in return but the content faces of the people who were fed and who would survive the harsh winter. In a time where money could not exist and people were in debt to each other only by what they could offer. Was a simpler time we have forgotten. The forging of a nation on nothing, developed a nation who suffers from a recession.

We frown upon those who suffer now, we protect our meager earnings like they are the survival of our puny race. But we forget, the ways our ancestors lived before us and the reason we exist at this time. Suelo is someone who is making a difference by doing nothing. He stated something that will stick to me for the rest of my life:

He wanted to help people, but getting paid for it seemed dishonest—how real was help that demanded recompense?

It is true in so many ways. When we give ourselves, how much are we asking in return. Even in the idea of paying it forward, in the back of our minds are hoping that when we give, it will come back to us at some point. That is equal to the idea of Karma, what goes around comes around. When many would chalk that up to being negative, in the positive, we still see it that way. When we give, we shall receive. But that is not what Christ died for. That is not what is apart of the Sermon on the Mount.

We are meant to live the hardships of life without the debt and without the need for credit.

Its the money to develop refined sugars and MSG that is killing us as a nation. Its the constant need for medical care that is to blame. But if we take it all away, how would we be?

Without the money to refine sugar and MSG, we would not be eating the unhealthy, prepackaged foods. We would be eating fresh home made cooking. Food from which we could grow in our own backyards. Then we would not get heart disease and other ailments that come from an unhealthy diet. In which we would not need to spend millions a year on health care. In which we would save money on things. Without television and the need for electronics, cars, and other luxuries, we would not need to work for we grow our own food, and use natural resources to live, so we would not need all the money to pay for anything. So we would not to work far from home and we would not need the fancy car that we are working to pay off.

Its things like this that come full circle in the our need and obsession with money. After I read this blog, it came to me that I myself am selfish in my need for unnatural resources. I love to watch tv, I have a subscription to netflix, itunes, rhapsody, satellite radio, on star and other unnecessary things.

Suelo updated his blog at a public library. So he truely lives without much. And he has survived for many years in this way. When we give to others, we expect something in return, but if we all worked together. Would things be different?

I attend church on Sunday, in a place that I find peace. Apart of a church that believes in the original method of a prophet and 12 apostles. The original church that Christ set up. We also believe in humanitarian work and a congregation that works together to help each other out. However, we are still dependent on the money that we make, the tithing that we pay and the money required to help people out.

While reading this I wondered. If everyone in my ward at church grew their own food and livestock, and lived without the computers, cars and electronics. They stayed in the area and didn't travel and worked with each other, would we all survive without money? We didn't travel, and didn't use pesticides for our crops and fed livestock off the land. We drank the raw milk from the cow and ate what we grew. However, we hone the talents and knowledge the Lord has bestowed on us to make our community work. Those who are talented in medicine, healed the sick without the cost of a doctors appointment. Those who could sew bandages did it for free and passed it along to the doctors for the ill. Those good with medicine made it from the crops in their field and from the gifts of others. Women who sewed and made clothing received the cotton from the growers for free who received help in their fields for free. If we all honed our individual gifts and passed them along without the expectation of something in return and everyone gave equally to their ability and worked to make the community thrive and not their individual self. We would work out to be a great community. Of people who lived without money, without suffering, worry and debt. A community that bound together to make each person important and left nobody suffering in the shadows. Would the stress the causes strokes be gone? Would the death rate go down because we were healthier?

In my final conclusion, I say yes. A nation without money and without debt would be a happier nation. If we all honed our own skills and lived without the means of what the lord gave us and passed it along generously, we would all be better off in this world. In a way, I concluded that money does equal death, its the sickness we never saw coming and the illness we never knew was boiling in our veins from our conception. Maybe in the near future we will all see the mistakes we were taught and the problems that money cause and try to live without it. I, myself will rethink the decision I have made and the ways I delve into the world of money. Maybe I could live without it. For this, I am going to try.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

When you know....

So recently I made a trip to Toys R Us to buy a video game and some disney dvd's for my niece and brother. My venture should of taken me straight back to the video electronic section of TRU, which is usually in the back of the store or right or left of the entrance. However, this time, my travels to the electronics section was to the left, right past the Transformers toy collection. Oh boy, was that a great display. I just could not resist. With no cart, for whole purpose of me olny grabbing the 2 DVDs and 1 videogame, I diverted straight to the Bumblebee toys. I looked at the action figured, the gravity bots, quick change and animated versions. I even checked out the blaster arm, the voice changing helmet and the full bumblebee costume. But nothing sang "AHHHHHH", like this baby:


It changes from a car to the bumblebee. It's not the animated version. It looks just like the real bumblebee from the movie and it changes like him too. The best part is... it comes with Sam Witwicky, who sits on his arm and hides behind him. Just like the movie!! The box sang to me, I picked that baby up and checked him out, relayed through my head the reasons I had to have him and the reasons I shouldn't. But nothing has sang like angels to me like this toy. And it was a smacking $28.99 plus tax. Which was the biggest downer ever. But it didn't stop me and I continued my way to the Electronics section, grabbed the things I needed to buy and then checked out. Drove the 40 minute drive back to my apartment, proceeded to skip dinner, toss everything in a heap by the door and open my transformers toy.

It might sound like I am a ten year old boy, but nope, I am a 20 year old full fledged working/ schooling adult "girl". Who really has better things to spend her time and money on, like Itunes apparently. But I spent my paycheck on this baby.

However, after opening the box, and pulling out the directions. I came to the conclusion, that I really am getting old. That or the toy industry is making toys harder to play with. Because the car you see in the box is suppose to transform into this:



And that is what my toy did transform into.... but only after 96 minutes of trying. And I only know it took that long because I ran through an episode of Hannah Montana, Wizards of Waverly Place, and Suite Life on Deck. And when I completed transforming this so called "toy", Kim Possible was already starting her morning classes. Which is usually 6 minutes into the show. So this is when it concluded to me... I have lost the touch to play. It was ridiculous. I sat there and tried to follow the directions over and over again. Now that I got it apart, I started to try to put it back together into the car, that is not happening. So the poor toy is going to sit contorted between half car and half robot. He got stuck...

This is when you know... you are too old for toys.


Friday, July 17, 2009

Movie Recommendations

So to start off, I have been watching a few movies lately, as we can tell from my last blog post about my dramatic Harry Potter viewing. I seem to dart off to the theater after class every single day and I seem to drag a new friend along every time. So I thought I would leave some feedback on movies:

I saw this movie 3 times:
Good movie, was lots of fun, and is a definite chick flick, however, many guys would also enjoy this movie with their significant others, as it has enough comedy to fill the need to force a man to watch the movie, its laugh out loud moments can keep everyone interested in the movie, but its not quite funny enough to make a pack of men go watch it together without their female counterparts. I loved it and I dragged Andrew to watch it with me the first time on the weekend premier because I was dying to watch it. He quite enjoyed it, but I don't think he would watch it again. So I went with Dani and Kat for the 2nd and 3rd viewings.


I have watched the following movie 4 times:

This movie was not super great compared to the first one, but it was worth every free ticket that I got to use. The first time I saw it I was exhausted from school and our evening performance, so I missed good pieces from falling asleep. The second time I saw it with Em. The third time I saw it with Dani, later that same day that I saw it with Em. And the fourth time I saw it with Kat. Yes, the movie was action packed enough and cute enough for me to watch it 4 times, in a row within a 10 day period. I will be watching it again for sure. I really enjoyed it. I know for sure I am watching it next week sometime.

So yes, these movies were big winners for me this summer. Harry Potter was never a top list, so it was a disappointment from the opening credits. I never have high hopes for them. However, it was filmed very well and I loved the actors, it was a powerful acting experience. I will watch the aforementioned movies at least 1 more time each of them within the next 2 weeks. Hopefully something else will come out that draws my eye.

Up was good, and My Sister's Keeper was a bust because it didn't follow the book and that bothered me. As for the rest of the movies, I will update you when I find worthy companions and reasons to watch them.

A Tad Obnoxious

So I recently went to watch this movie:


Except I watched it about 5 hours before the official release of it in the state of California at 12:01am, July 15.

I got lucky to have the connections to watch the Harry Potter movie before everyone else, for free, and while eating Cheesecake Factory and California Pizza Kitchen and snacking on junk for free from the movie theater. All while 2000 people sat/stood waited in line to watch Harry Potter. There were people in line at 8am in the morning to get the best seats for the movie theater, and I went to watch the movie without having to wait and all before them. And to make it worst, I brought my two best friends and we walked out of the theater and spoiled the movie to every person waiting in line. It was obnoxious, but we did it.

Dani told me that she felt bad that we got to screen the movie in a private theater to ourselves while everyone else was waiting in line, excited they they were going to be the "first" to watch the movie. However, after the movie was over, it was her who made the first comment as we exited the movie theater. She flat our said, "I can't believe this Harry Potter Movie sucked so much, they cut so much from the book, I might as well have gone pee..", yes that is verbatim. Because I saw the hearts die of many overdressed, costume clad teenagers and adults who just went, "oh my goodness, they watched Harry Potter already and we are waiting in this dumb line, what the heck!", in the back of their minds.

And then Em and I continued the conversation in the bathroom, through the hallways and then started to make very random comments about the waste the movie was in our minds as we preceded to walk by crowds of people dressed like characters from the movie and waiting in line. It was a tad obnoxious, but a piece of me kind of enjoyed the glory of getting to watch it before everyone else did. And then proceed to walk out of the theater as they waited with such hope for a great movie to be thrust upon them.

I am going to be honest, I did not read any book after page 81 of the Prisoner of Azkaban. I got bored with it and threw it to the side. I started reading Harry Potter when I was about 8, when it was first released, before the craze came about. And I have never really bitten the HP crazy cake. I like some of the little toys, I have all the books and own the DVDs, but have yet to go all harry potter lover on the world. The movie was a bit confusing to me, I think if they were going to cut scenes out, they should of done it with better transitions, but that is just me. I was lost in the movie, all I knew from spoilers was that Dumbledor dies. So I was pretty much waiting for that. I personally think they spent too much time focusing on romance in the movie and not enough of the whole war of the bad and good. However, this is again, coming from someone who only read two lines of the 6th book. "Dumbledor is dead". And something else I don't remember.

Oh well, another movie disaster to ad to the movies I will buy because I can, not because I really care collection.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

High School Musical 2-- LIVE ON STAGE!


So I recently got the acting bug back. Its more the performing bug than the acting bug. But either way, I got back into performing on stage, and so I went out-- dragged by my friend "EM" to audition for a theater company for the production of High School Musical 2- Live on Stage.

Yes, I am talking about the snotty Disney Channel Craze of High School Musical, but on the stage. Jazz hands and all. The main cast was made up of mostly college age and beyond, but there were the few younger kids, who were really just thrown in their for some extra perky talent. Otherwise, Drama would not exist, and then what would be the point of being apart of the dramatic arts without "drama"?

Overall, it was a rather professionally run production. Anyone in the cast under the age of "16" became a big annoyance after day 2, and then after week 12, we wanted to lock them in a closet, but after that point had past, we closed our show with a bang and a rather filled audience. The economy is terrible, and the dramatic arts are feeling it.

Some new phrases that I would like to phase out of my head:

"We can work this out."

"Fabulous!"

"What time is it?"

"Music in me."

"Summertime!"

"All for one!"

The production was great and it gave me a great chance to make some new friends and find myself again. I really do love the stage and I have been apart of dramatic arts since I was 4, and performing in front of an audience for as long as I can remember. I might have been a timid and shy child growing up but you put me in front of an audience or a camera and I was a whole new kid. I guess that is why competitive sports never hindered me either, it was a different skin than me, and I could live with that. I gave up a lot when I decided to graduate school early. I am glad though that I have lived through what I have, its given me a new perspective, and increased patience, and a new confidence in myself.

I finally have friends around here, so I don't keep having to travel afar to see my friends. "Em, Kat, and Sher" have been a great group of friends here, and I am glad to have them. I am glad to find some new girlfriends around here to hang out with. Its been great and I thought I would share a fun cast picture on set with the directors, we are missing "Sharpay" and "Kelsi" and the "original Zeke", but it's still a great picture and shows our diverse and fun cast.

We might do another run of the show later this summer... and then we will move on to something new... but come out and see the show if you want some fun this summer.


Saturday, July 4, 2009

No Regrets

Many things have changed in my life, many things have happened in the last 2 years of my life. Many of them have led to an increase in the amount of happy pills I wish I were taking. I have made many mistakes in my life, I have made many poor decisions and gone through with things that I knew I should of never done. But I have also learned from many of those mistakes, found solutions to other problems that I never thought could be fixed and found a piece of me.

However, through every trial, every mistake, every bad decision, every piece of my life that I have lived, I can say with all truth, that I don't regret any of it. How can you regret parts of your life that you have learned from, pieces of you that you will never get back. I truly believe that everything we go through in our life, gives us an opportunity to learn. I have made some poor decisions in my life, but they are things that I have now learned not to do. They are decisions that I know the consequences for now.

I have also hurt many people, I have been hurt by many people. I have honestly just stepped on people I didn't care about or pushed people I didn't know out of the way. But I have learned lessons about true friends, who stick it through and friends who are really there just to teach you a lesson, and move on. There are those friends, the ones that are just there to teach the lesson. I don't think you can say that having any friend is a bad thing. Nor can you say that you never learned anything from them. I have been burned on both ends of the bridge, many times over. But I will never regret being friends with that person. I may question my judgement and what I saw in the person, but I will never regret being friends with them, because we had good times, and probably many bad if we are no longer friends. But through it all, I learned something from that decision. Whether it be, how to make a better friend, how to be a better friend or even just the warning signs you have to look out for, I will have learned something from being their friend.

I promised myself a long time ago that I would never regret anything in my life, and I want to live to that promise until the day I die because, what is the point in looking back at something and regretting it. You can never change the past, you can't change the decisions that were made, you can't go back and fix them. So why dwell on the negative and keep kicking yourself, instead, find the small inkling of something positive and keep it with you, and then find the lesson you learned from the experience and remember not to repeat the mistake. Everything is a process, so make sure you keep that in mind when you go back and start regretting. Don't regret, learn and move on.